Once You Pop The Top You Can't Stop
Today I'm starting something new in my life. It's called "Once You Pop The Top You Can't Stop". I'm going to record each day as a 1 or a 0 due to the fact that I'm a programmer, and like thinking logically like this... (1/0, T/F, white/black, Red/Green in honor of Xmas :).
Ironically it's exactly the goal of this lifelong endeavor to "Stop" my addiction to this, which has plagued me throughout my life and essentially prevented me from getting one of my most treasured things in life: a soulmate to love. Since 2002, I have believed that it's either This or That, and now it's time to "Make A Choice", as Billy (from Saw, the horror film franchise; picture at right) would say.My reward system is as follows: 1 share of any common stock that I wish, for one complete calendar month of nonstop zeros. More short-term rewards include Ted Drewes, or SLSC Omnimax movies. Ultimately, one of my main goals in life is to have this aforementioned soulmate, this "Eve" that God made for me. My closest friends who understand this addiction can help me enforce it.
Listening to MMM MMM MMM MMM from Crash Test Dummies, one of my fave songs :)
posted by Erik @ 1:35 PM
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